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Wednesday, May 12, 2010

@ 10:16 PM

Jux as i was abt to be glad dat atleast i noe th one i loved is always by my side.. Todae.. everything jux gone.. Jux lyke dat.. Semer same aje! Kate syg.. love there, love here.. End up semer perangai same! Da tkleh percaye lagy..
Aminnur.. Cox of his father nk move JB thn dunwan me to wait for him, left me
Hamzah.. Cox of his parents, dunwan them to call up my parents to tell them dat me n him were in a relationship, left me
Hairul.. Cox of Affiq, left me
Asl banyak sacrificing nie????? Seriously ahk.. All 3 of them still love me but y? Y all sacrificing for my own gd? They think its th best way but its nt! its nt.. brape bnyk air mate yg aku nk tumpahkn untuk dorg? How badly they wan to hurt me? All end up wif th same line.. "Go on without me" I guess dis post is for Hairul..

I cherished every single thing dat has happened.. Th california joke, bedok reservoir, th swing, 22 and mcdonalds.. I will always rmmbr dat place.. Cox dat place was th place where we ferst start our mepek when we ferst met. I will rmmbr how u eat ur double cheese burger, how u squirt water at my face while eating, how we ran in th rain, how u smell(my onde-onde hahax) and definitely th long bus rides. U made me feel how a gerl shld really b treated by th guy she loved even though its only for a month. If only.. if only u noe how long i've waited for u to love me more than a fren. If only u noe, how much i love u.. mre thn u noe.. If only ryte nw.. Jux ryte nw, u sms me and take bck ur word.. I'll be supper happy.. How can i move on when everything ard me reminds me of u? U saed u wanna be wif me "4ever always" rmmbr dat.. u saed dat on monday and on thursday, today, u already left me, crying.. IDK whether ur happy abt it or nt.. Maybe ur jux crushing me.. Idk y but i have a feeling dat u jux lose interest in me dats y.. Nw i cant stop crying.. Im seriously crying nw.. But hes nt there to wipe away th tears for me.. Hes nt going to be th guy who will wipe away my tears when i cry and hug me to comfort me cox hes th one dat makes me cry even though i wish he does dis when i really nd him.. Should i wait for him? If i were to move on.. thn wad if he.. Maybe it wont happen.. No wait.. it will nvr happen..
Jux rmmbr dat if anything.. I will always love u..
HAIRUL ASYRAF INDRA